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Friday,
February 03, 2006
the city again..
where are the people?
sitting in the recesses i keep jamming them into probably.
hari kunzru it was for the train...something abt the changing face,many skins...leap frogging years,...oddly familiar
there's another form under the blanket,thankfully this isn't my house...this is someone else's nightmare ..
how many times have I thought it was you finally.you.you from the open void.in flesh and blood. through all of my diaries...flashes of you ,speckles of blood on the walls after the onslaught,misting the mirrors,it was you ...you making me smile in the mornings,you i wanted to see ,a face to the thought in the sepia tinted jaundiced evenings,it was you i was screaming at on the terrace all those nights,to you i showed those words scrawled out in those endless pages...where are you then. ? . i don't have much else left. just this energy,this energy i have to travel miles to regain.this will to exist. survival taking precedence. again. you, disappearing from the face i thought you owned into the abyss of my memories and haunting me through the city.
you are.
but where?
"
Wednesday,
June 04,2008,
for the record,the person who this was written for came back from his explorations of the outer universe,2 years later.we go for long rides,have been unlearning together,have gotten drunk and silly.He gave and then gave some more.He got me a dog.
He came back.
and then?
2 comments:
I hit on your blog by accident, but having come here once will keep coming again and yet again.
Do keep writing, in ur posts i find many of my as yet unsaid thoughts reflected.
hey ,thanks for writing in.: )
it feels brilliant to hear the voices reading,when they finally start writing in too.
and yes,i do plan to keep writing.
you could have a look at stuff i put up at stompingintheyard.blogspot.com as well.
i'll see you around then.
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